angel statue ​ ​  february 2026

my first painting of a person (statue) using acrylic paint. The entire painting shimmers in sunlight since the statue is glittery and the backround is metalic

no longer there ​ ​  february 2026

Constantly getting treated like a child by my father because thats the last time he cared about me, then getting shouted at when he realizes Im no longer a little girl

waiting it out ​ ​   ​january 2026

The question I ask myself taking over me again and again. Craving a romance but not being able to tell if I ever had feeling for anyone. Do I want love or is it just a need to be cared about?

venus flytrap  ​ december 2025

 sorry, temporarily low quality!

Venus flytraps are depicted as sort of a monster plant with sharp "teeth" but they can be so beautiful. Kids play with them by touching them till they close and by doing so cause damage. Sometimes I imagine my mouth as a venus flytrap and my words as flies, closing my mouth in regret, never able to hide my teeth. The ribbon symbolizes keeping quiet, avoiding trouble.

cherry rust ​ ​  ​november 2025

warning- talk talk of ed

Feeling myself start to slip and enjoy the look of hunger after years of being confident I would never fall for such misery. My knowledge was overshadowed and I felt like my skin and mind were turned into rust. I think I just liked how powerful the self control tasted.

somewhere windy ​ ​ ​october 2025

world building drawing for a story idea I had in my head for a very long time

can’t breathe  in can’t breathe out ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​​october 2025

my depiction of anxiety

tied ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​​october 2025

knowing you can do something to better you life but sitting still is comfortable

help yourself  ​ ​​september 2025

resent ​ ​ ​ ​​  september 2025

a drawing about me not letting my father convince me that his try to get closer to me was genuine and not something he just did to feel better about himself.

a wind to follow ​ ​  august 2025

wishing to move far away and being convinced that a change of scenery would save me, from what I dont know. There is a place for me somewhere Im sure of it I just cant seem to find it.

pretty bite ​ ​  july 2025

warning- mention of SH

finding my bite marks on my arm pretty but being ashemed of the bad habit

Bdoubleo100 fanart ​ ​  ​ ​ ​ ​july 2025

a drawing of Bdoubleo100’s s10 hermitcraft base

limerence ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​​  july 2025

a look into my femininity and the limerence  thats part of my soul. A part Im ashamed of but also a reminder of how hard Ive worked to leave it behind. Obsession for those I had met settled in easily in the past but Ive grown.

owl ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​​  june 2025

I made this after being away in Sicily for a bit over two weeks. Before the trip i had hoped to fill my sketchbook with all kinds of sketches inspired by Sicily but I had very little time or energy to draw. I did eventually sketch an owl and after the trip I made this. 

What I really like about is is that the owl is made of a lot of diffrent refrence photos to merge into one owl that fit my vision perfecty.

gazebo ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​  may 2025

finding some peace in spending time in a gazebo

magnolias ​ ​ ​ ​  april 2025

my favourite time of year to look at trees 

to beauty ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​april 2025

seeing thing in a diffrent light than the people around me. 

deteriorate ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​​  april 2025

this drawing I actually redrew because i wasnt satisfied with the first version and Im happy I did so. After this I find it easier and less frustrating to start over 

six feet ​ ​ ​​  march 2025

overgrown ​ ​  march 2025

my love for sharp edges of the spine

a hand to lean on  ​  ​ february 2025

a drawing about how intimate it can be to sculpt a face from clay. Handling the sculpture as if it could feel your touch, as if you could feel a warmth from behind the clay. But the inside is just foil and I cant help but feel bad.

apple skin ​ ​ ​​  january 2025

venus bites ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​​  december 2024

sorry, temporarily low quality! I will replace this with a proper image as soon as i can, image serves as a place holder

warning- mention of sh

bitting as a form of SH. I found the marks pretty and this ugly act quickly became a bad habit

poke a spine ​ ​  ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​november 2024

a deep longing for the ocean 

pink ​ lychee ​  ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ november 2024

letting myself be feminine but feeling like a fraud